damn confusing

binguuung!

sumpah bingung!

sial!

apa si yg mesti qta lakuin supaya org tuek tu puas.

biar ga usa nuntut lg.

lama2 q kn jd jengkel jg.

if i really2 have to go to that medical school, then i have to give everything up.

everything that i've reached here.

friends, memories, grades, love, sacrifices, everything.

only for making my parents proud??

well,, to be honest,, i don't want to..

but, i've made promise to my dad that i would.

now when i'm already settled down, he ask me to do so.

now what should i do?

menunggu itu ga enak

yap,, seperti titelnya,, nunggu itu ga enak...

kenapa,, soalnya bikin boring..
jayus..
bete..
ga enak la pokoknya..

aq jg ga seneng klo dsuru nunggu,, klo ampe dsuru nunggu lama,, bakal gw pisuhin tu org,, tp misuhnya dalem hati.. :P

soo,, why would i let sum1 waiting fo me,, i wouldnt.. key,,
bersyukurla cayy,, q ga bakal nyuru kmu nunggu lagi..

recent activities

pagi, drumaaa :

• bangun mepet 1 jm sbelum kul dimulai.. *itupun dibgnin cayyy*
  
• mandii... pake lux vibrant orange biar bangun *biasanya pke ngelamun dulu*
• tancep gas...

pagi-siang-sore-malem, di campuzz :

• ya kuliah laaa...
• makan, bs dikantin ato ot off campuzz
• klo ad kul y masuk kelas lageee,,
  
• klo ga ngeLAB,,
  
• klo ga asistensi,,
  
• klo ga maen...
  
• klo ga lg nungguin org,, *biasanya druang baca*
  
• klo ga ya lg demo praktikum,,
• klo ga ya boboo' *di cayyy*...
• bis itu maem malem *ama cayyy*..
• pulang laaa,,, biasanya jm 9 malem
  

malem, drumaa :

• ngeneeett,,
  
• mandii pake lifeboy bodywash deep clean yg mildcare,, biasanya mandinya pake cuci kepala,, klo lg mud ya pake dove, klo lg males pake sampoona adek... :D
  
• ngeneeeettt,, *lanjutan yg tadi*
• ngerjaen tugas,,
• chet ma cayyy...
• bobooo,, biasanya jm 12 keatas baru ot..

enak ga enaknya idup kyk gtu :

1. ga perna punya hari libur,, secara tiap hari musti ngampuzz,, pasti adaaa aja kerjaan dcampuzz
2. brgkt wktu ortu uda brgkt,, plg wktu ortu dah boboo',,
3. bebaasss maennn,,, :D
4. must be very very very very responsible,, if not our grades could be falling *secara ta-titipAbsen dcampuzz eike tu halal, kecuali bwt mku-mataKuliaUzurr*
5. tidurnya kuraaaang... hix
6. ga ada yang namany tulis tangan,,, smua pake komputerrr,, kcuali bwt mku-mataKuliaUzurr
7. mo nonton pelm baruu,, tinggal ngemap...
8. mo ngenet gratis,, tinggal keLAB...
9. mo lagu2 baruu,, tinggal ngemap...
10. mo ujian,, tinggal ngemap slide dosenn...
11. smua serba ngemap...
12. smua serba dishare....
    

way back into love, beib

i take this lyric from my favorite song,,
way back into love -- OST music n lyrics
dunno why i fall in love with this song.. :D
love the demo version,, when hugh grant an drew sang it together,, it felt so romantic..

way back into love

i've been livin with the shadow over head
i've been sleeping with the cloud above my bed
i've been lonely fo so long
trapped in the past
i just cant seem to move on

i've been heading all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again someday
i've been setting a bad time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it thru without a way back into love

i've been watchin but the stars refuse to shine
i've been searchin but i just dont see the signs
i know that its out there
there's gonna be something for my soul somewhere

i've been looking fo someone to shed some lights
not somebody just to get me through the night
i could use some directions
and i'm open to your suggestions

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it thru without a way back into love

and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping u'll be there for me in the end

there are moments that i dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it thru without a way back into love

and if i'm open my heart to you
i'm hoping u'll show me what to do
and if u help me to start again
u know i'll be there for you in the end